Regenisis
Transformation. Today is the start of a new month. First day of the rest of my life. Trying to transform my life.....again. This morning is the first day in over a week I went outside to get some fresh air and get a few steps in. I've been struggling for a while. Now, I am at a dangerously unhealthy weight and dangerously unhealthy emotional state. I have been there before and I have transformed my life. It was a long process and involved many things. Today I start again questioning if I have truly hit the rock bottom to make changes. I've done it before. I did so with little lapses and slips. I am hoping I can do it again. There is one thing different this time. I have a man beside me that truly loves me. I have thought that before but I was deceived. This man that I am with now truly loves me and supports me through everything and whatever the future holds. A...