Regenisis
Transformation. Today is the start of a new month. First day of the rest of my life. Trying to transform my life.....again. This morning is the first day in over a week I went outside to get some fresh air and get a few steps in. I've been struggling for a while. Now, I am at a dangerously unhealthy weight and dangerously unhealthy emotional state. I have been there before and I have transformed my life. It was a long process and involved many things. Today I start again questioning if I have truly hit the rock bottom to make changes. I've done it before. I did so with little lapses and slips. I am hoping I can do it again. There is one thing different this time. I have a man beside me that truly loves me. I have thought that before but I was deceived. This man that I am with now truly loves me and supports me through everything and whatever the future holds. Andrew is truly my true love. Well, that is not exactly true. There was one other man who loved